“You don’t know how much it hurts her inside do you? Seeing you flirt with other girls, whilst she sits back and watches in the crowd. Yeah, she may have a smile on her face but deep down inside, she’s dying, dying to be heard, to be noticed and to have at least a bit of love from you. During the day, the smile’s on. During the night, well I don’t think you’d like to know. She cries herself to sleep each night thinking about you, and what could’ve, should’ve or would’ve been. She lays there, staying at the ceiling, with nothing in her mind but the “what if’s ” gushing through. She knows that it’ll never happen, but it’s worth hoping for right? Well that’s what she thinks. Another day, another fake smile. She’s nearly mastered the art of pretending by now. You really don’t know what’s happening? Maybe if you asked her “How are you?”, she’d be amazed."
i found it at my tumblr. i ever felt like this. now also, may be. i always talk the same damn thing. so that's why my mind can't stop thinking about all those things. this is how i can be so pathetic. i just want to forget him and let him go from my heart. why so hard? T___T
i keep on praying i'll be okay one day so that i won't feel this broken heart. so i won't think about him anymore. and i just can full fill my face with thousand smile. BUT, i know not now. too much suffer too much pain will paid with beautiful life, i believe that. ALLAH maha adil :)
0 budak busuk tengit:
Catat Ulasan