kalau dah dari mula benci baik berterusan benci

orang yang di benci tak semestinya di akhir jalan akan jatuh cinta

mulanya ya. ada perasaan. tapi sekarang kenapa perlu benci pulak? aku pun tak tahu kenapa perlu ada keadaan ini sekarang. tu la orang cakap, jangan suka sangat. nanti boleh timbul perasaan benci. ok. salah aku ka kalau tetiba nak ada perasaan benci then suka then benci balik?

aku tahu kau tak suka aku. aku tahu kau tak pernah suka aku. dan aku tahu aku tak layak untuk kau. dan aku tau orang akan cakap

"dah la faliq, u deserved better than him"

ok i get it people. but to be in love with a person you like is not easy while you know he didn't ever noticed about you. pppfffttt. now i can't move on.

dah la. aku tak nak salahkan perasaan. aku tak nak salahkan keadaan. dan aku tak nak salahkan takdir. ini jalan hidup aku sebenar. dan memang aku gagal lagi. haiih. apa lagi kau nak kata?

My friends say I'm a fool to think
that you're the one for me
I guess I'm just a sucker for love
'Cuz honestly the truth is that
you know I'm never leavin'
'Cuz you're my angel sent from above

love me ; justin bieber

dah la kalau menyukai seseorang menyakitkan,aku tak nak dah la suka.

=___="

nah amek lagu "when i'm gone by simple plan".

aku tuju kat kau

tapi aku tau, you're not gonna miss me pun

how pathetic being me

pfffftt

mama, ika loser lagi dalam hal cinta bodo nih

kenapa ha?

kena mandi bunga ka?

haiihh keja gila

O_O

dunia aku lambat satu jam

di sebabkan semalam bersengkang mata memulakan operasi berjaga sampai subuh (tak sampai subuh pun. pukul 3 pagi dah mati cuma enjin lepas subuh baru leh tidoq.gangguan!) untuk memastikan hubungan erat antara aku dan encik autocad berjalan lancar sampai habeh sem 6 nih sehingga kegagalan mencari harta kesayangan pagi ini dengan keadaan yang kelam kelibut sebab terjaga pukul 8 pagi. gila kelas pukul 9pagi! design pulak tu! mati mati!

dengan mamai pi kolej. tiada mood pada asalnya. letih mata nak bukak besaq-besaq. tapi demi nak mengorak langkah dan azam baru berusaha untuk bersemangat.*haptuuihhh* hehe. ok lah gelak besaq jugak la harini sampai lupa kerja belungguk lagi tak siap.

hari ni letih sebab puasa nazar. terasa memang la lambat sangat hari ni di sebabkan jam tangan yang di pakai kononnya nampak kool sebenarnya lambat sejam! memang dugaan la hari ni. asyik tertipu! =___=" tak pa la aku faham, jam murah brand tesco ja. memang selalu menduga main chu chak chu chak ngan aku. ai tetap sayang yu encik jam hitam-yang-konon-nampak-kool ^__^

jam busuk, mana kau? aku rendu kau la. cepat la timbul. bilik aku belum semak kau dah hilang. haiihh. aku janji tak beli jam lain dah. aku setia kat kau ja jam busuk. =__="

p/s: maaf la,ayat berbau gelian umpama anak tekak di tanam pokok keladi. ppfftt. ok setop merepek. maaf la. ai belum tidur lagi nih. =__="

i can wait forever - simple plan

You look so beautiful today

When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away

So i try to find the words that i could say

I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today

It's like every time I turn around I see your face

The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you

When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay

And I cant lie

Every time I leave my heart turns gray

And I want to come back home to see your face

And I

Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But I can wait

I can wait forever

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever

I guess that's just the price I gotta pay

But when I come back home to feel your touch

Makes it better

Till that day

Theres nothing else that I can do

And I just cant take it

I just cant take it

Another day without you with me

Is like a blade that cuts right through me

But i can wait

I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

When you call my heart stops beating

When you're gone it wont stop bleeding

But I can wait

I can wait forever

I can wait forever

I can wait forever...

if i wait you forever,will you do the same thing for me?

when my heart scream your name,again

if you thought i admire you like i admire david archuleta may be wrong.

but if i thought i can't get you like i can't get david archuleta may be yes.

and i realize there's no different in this case because in the end i can't get both of you.

ya chad cellop, i don't know why you can't get out of my heart.

ppfffttt

kalau benar aku salah dan kau betul

lebih baik diam dari bercakap dengan keegoan.

manusia senang saja berkata-kata. tidak langsung nak mengaku itu salah dia jauh sekali mahu menidak kan keadaan walaupun dia tahu sesuatu benda itu adalah salah. apa manusia nih ego atau mahu menegakkan benang yang basah lagi lencun?

kalau kau tak suka aku bercakap, aku rela diam tapi jangan pula kau bertanya kenapa mulut aku tak buka untuk berkata-kata. dan aku tahu kau lebih hebat dari aku.

satu perkara : aku jugak ego. aku jugak tak mahu kalah. tapi aku ego bertempat dan aku tahu aku selalu kalah.

yesterday was really a bad tuesday

i make mistakes because i'm normal

i don't really know what happened to me yesterday. its really a bad bad day for me. orang akan cakap "biasa la tuh,ujian". ya ujian. aku faham. tapi kenapa dengan mendadaknya. extreme gila kot nasib berganti nasib =__="

mungkin jugak salah aku. oh ini bukan mungkin, ini memang salah aku. sebab tuh aku dapat balasan setimpal dan aku redha. kepada semua, maafkan aku.

i mess up everything again and again and again. when can i get a really peaceful life?

dah segala kesalahan yang di lakukan bukan lah dengan sengaja. tadak sapa dalam dunia nih nak buat salah suka-suka melainkan dia memang gila nak buat salah. dan aku buktikan aku tak gila sebab aku buat salah dengan tak sengaja. aku trauma! itu ja mampu aku katakan sekarang.

another single year

and smile still accompany me like always

i'm hopeless to find a love

the true love which grow inside a pure heart

what can i do if its not the right time yet

its a faith and i can't fake my life anymore

try to smile try to cry

about the past, i already burnt out my heart broken

and the memories with yours

the tears of yesterday you can have it back

i can smile without you,boy

:)

and this song make me calm

:)

sapa cakap tinggi perempuan akan tamat bila umur 18 tahun?

ini gambar curi tapi percayalah ianya realiti

^________^

i tengok gambo nih first impression "WOW NENDA DAH TINGGI!!" i'm so glad dia dah tinggi (tula realitinya skang huhuh.) berkat menjadi atlit relay noh ^____^ keep it up babe!!! u tinggi i senang hati. nanti orang akan kata : "eh paliq, tu akak hang ka?" hahaha

nenda prove it, umur 21tahun masih boleh tinggi :PP

btw, i miss you. jumpa cny nih. kita pi raya noh hahaha :PP

p/s:

aku bulat muka dia macam gambo yang bagi kat paper bertajuk:

"perempuan (dalam bulatan) berumur 21 tahun di percayai hilang di culik kucing comel pagi kemarin"

:DD

you make me getting more CRUSH on you boi

day by day

minute by minute

my heartbeat feels want to scream his name

my lungs feels like drowning

my head spinning in fairytale just with him

oh DAVID ARCHULETA, be mine please

=___="

p/s : daniel radcliffe totally not my "forever drug" anymore. i dah tak suka daniel radcliffe dah sekarang. sapa nak minat dia pi amek noh. HAHA :PP

i see the mountain and i go for it

i try to climb

may be harder than the last time

its February. the month that i don't like much . the month i hurt much last time. the month i don't want to remind much. (accept my friends birthday). feb 12 is getting near and i want to fade it away. *why i keep on remember the date?!* ppfffttt.. and i move on. i won't remember it for my own good. a piece of you, i already burn it with our memories. i'm glad its totally over after 5 years i closed my heart to accept the heart broken is a reality and true. thanks mr.q because letting me to know you and what boy a made for.

and for valentine, same as last year and last year and last 20 years i'm not celebrating it. i have three reasons why i'm not celebrating it.

1)i'm muslim/islam

2)i don't have a boifee

3)if i have a boifee pun,i won't celebrate it because i wont.

haha :PP

but now, i'm in happy mood. don't know why (gila!! keja design,autocad,study tassawur islam,study fizik lingkungan,study kerangka 2 for test 1 pun un-done yet! pathetic me!! pffftt). but i'm done with the sorrow mood. hehe. or may be because i had little chat with that guy *blushing* ^________^

and now i'm getting busy with my life. i mess up many things. i didn't arrange it nicely perhaps. i'm sorry because i didn't reply your message, especially to nenda. kadang bateri kong kadang kredit expired. jadual kelas for this sem terlalu busy sampai ke petang. sorry nah :))

and to abah, i still miss you much much more. i miss those days with you. =,)

and to mama, i miss you toooo much jugak.

okeh. i'm done writting typing. i need to back on track. may be i'm not updating my blog for few days. tengok lah kalau ada mood or ideas or i'm not busy :))

and thanks to everyone who helps me and asking my condition. i feel good now :))

lagu semangat : the climb ; miley cyrus

: one time ; justin bieber

mood : i don't know but i feel relieve :)

hope : can i smile again?

friendship contest

http://bobotpink.blogspot.com

telok chempedak memory

2009

:)

muka macam nak carik gaduh tapi hati lemah macam bunga layu

no it doesn't anymore

aku manusia

aku perempuan

aku ada hati yang lemah

i tried so hard to forget the past. the misery about yesterday and yesterday and 12 years ago. but i couldn't. every single day i remember those things. i still crying for the same damn things! urgh! pathetic me!

i want to smile. a sincere smile. a smile which can give me a life. a breath and a soul

tapi apa kan daya. aku manusia lemah yang tak mampu nak berdiri lagi. aku di baluti bayang-bayang semalam. bayang-bayang yang mengejek masa silam aku. bayan-bayang hitam yang selalu teman aku tika aku menangis. bayang-bayang hitam yang menolak segala kegembiraan aku.

aku tahu aku punyai kawan-kawan. keluarga dan mama/anis/abang. tapi aku tidak mahu menjadi parasit selamanya yang bergantung untuk hidup. aku mahu jadi seperti ulat beluncas di mana akhir cerita ia menjadi seekor rama-rama yang terbang bebas.

aku rendu dia. aku rendu gelak tawanya. aku rendu ciuman kasih sayang yang dia pernah bagi aku satu ketika dulu. tapi sekarang hanya tinggal dalam memori ingatan aku saja. aku mahu dia sekarang. aku mahu membesar di sisinya sekarang. aku mahu abah! aku rendukan abah! abah, mana abah sekarang??

tapi saat ini memang aku lemah. aku lemah mengejar apa yang aku kendong sekarang sampai berciciran di tepi jalan. aku lemah untuk mengetahui kebenaran. aku lemah untuk terus senyum.

dan maaf kalau aku banyak berahsia,tak semua cerita aku harus ceritakan pada kau dan orang lain. biarlah cerita itu aku simpan untuk diri aku saja. cukup aku beritahu aku memang manusia lemah. lemah dari kau. jangan bilang apa-apa,kau tidak tahu kebenarannya. terimakaseh kerna masih lagi di sisi aku (:

maaf sekali lagi mereka

i meet the bois again :))

i bought supernatural season 5.

*big smile for me!! hehe*

sooooooooooo

byeh byeh assignmentsssssssssssss!!!

i nak berjaga malam tengok the bois!!!

^____________________^

bila nenda boleh amek lesen bus dah :PP

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY

SAFIA SULAIMAN!!!

MAY GOD BLESS YOU!!

dear nenda,

kamu dah 21, i can't believe it babe! tua dah kot :DD but maintain muda. kahkah. *ok i puji nih, esok blanja mekdi noh haha*

honestly, i hope you always in a good health and success in whatever u do.

thanks because you always be beside me, lend your shoulder to let my hingus meleleh kat bahu u (ok ini tipu haha.) but seriously thanks because always be my girl friend best friend forever weyh!

enjoy your 21st birthday with joyful. buat kenang-kenangan habis-habisan to let it be FOREVER 21 :))

truly lovely dovey

phaliq :PP

oke lepas nih dah boleh amek lesen bus. boleh la amek i kat kuantan ni bawak balik kedah. tak payah la i balik naik bus durian burung dah. HAHA.

&& don't forget jangan lupa pi daftar mengundi. HEHE . ^_____^

i'm falling in love with her :))

i love her style

i love her hair

i love her nails

i love her guitar

i love her song

but

why she looks like paris hilton?

=_____________=""

whatever i love you orianthi!

p/s: mama nak duet. nak beli album orianthi :)